Do As You Please

Be happy
Be humble
Enjoy life

Almost..

At around 12:30 today I had that blade to my wrist. I was shaking and crying. I wanted the pain to stop. I knew if I cut deep enough, it would have all ended in a matter of minutes. As I started to slide the blade into my skin, I stopped. I don’t know I stopped but I did. I was so close to ending it all. Fuck, Natalie why are you like this?